Love: Vol I

Looking for love these past 2 years has been a journey. If you want the real reason behind the drastic move from the South to Middle East (Coast) of course, you guessed it, it was over a girl. For a bit of privacy, lets just call her "Khloe". During the post war fall out of WWIII between me and my last Ex, Khloe was a pleasant surprise. She helped me focus on something else besides the unsettling depression of post graduation unemployment. We had made plans of a life together with in the first month of our, whatever it was. Hints the name "Khloe" plus she did look like a real life Kardaishan... tall, beautiful and nice ass. After the a few months, there was no way you could not tell me that me and her wasn't PERFECT for each other. I was dealt a raw deal by one of my roommates at The SkyBoXXX (it's what we called our apartment) and had to move back in with Rachel J (Grandmother). That wasn't the move I wanted to make. November-January 2009-2010 had to be the lowest of lows in my life. During it all, I still had Khloe. Now here's a curve ball. WE NEVER PHYSICALLY MET BEFORE. Well not exactly. In high school, after my school won the high school football championship 2002 we got to tour the State House. That same day years ago, she was there. She ended up talking to one of my teammates, but all this was unknown to either of us until 2009. That was the first encounter. Now want more randomness??? I thought I first saw her on Myspace. Yea, yea, I know. So I added her. Ready for the kicker??? SHE IS THE MOTHER OF ONE OF MY CLOSET FRIENDS GOD DAUGHTER!!! Now, my friend has been trying to introduce me to her since we were in college, but Khloe was always at the beach or not a school when I would go visit. So that's 2 chances of Khloe and I meeting before all our chatting on the phone and texting (which I love to do). Well after a rough Winter, February rolls in with an opportunity of a life time. The chance to relocate to Maryland!!! To me it was a no brainer. I would be closer to Khloe and I would have a better chance of landing a job. So after talking it over with her, WE decided that it would be the best thing for our "relationship" for me to make this move. So over night, I packed a bag, hoped in the car with my teammate who was visiting for the weekend and went to go live with him in Maryland. Needless to say it took me 10 days to find my current job. Khloe was happy, I was happy, but WE STILL HAVENT PHYSICALLY SEEN EACH OTHER. So the week after Valentine's Day, she bought me a ticket to come see her and the girls (Did I mention she has 2 beautiful little girls?). Well, to some up the weekend... Dinner with the fam, taking the girls to daycare, family life suited me. The last night on the trip, things changed. She was distant and cold. I'm sure you're guessing where this is going. On the train back to DC, we broke up. The real reason is still unknown to me. But again... Love escapes the best of us, I'm no different. Do I miss her, often I do. Do we talk now, no we don't. Sometimes I think what if, but most of the time it comes and passes. I wish Khloe the best if you're reading this, kiss the girls for me. n